a collection of daily thoughts and emotions
posted by riki at 2:24 AM
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I am always fascinated by the ups and downs of life. The vastness of emotion cannot be contained into jars of happiness, cannot be written into pages of sorrow, cannot be chained by passion. An unending transformation in human life. Emotions... Its depth and intricacy is indeed beyond the perception of one's ordinary human mind. Anguish, rage and revenge - these feelings oftentimes overshadowed the decency of my self. Depression - is killing me softly. It knocks me down on my knees. It gets me down, so down that I even think of ending my life - suicide. Compassion, love and kindness - I'm afraid is slowly waning from my vocabulary. I am intrinsically good and warm-hearted. I must admit: I AM WEAK AND DEFENSELESS. Easily swayed by people and circumstances that surround me each day. I am not ashamed telling you this... Day by day, I'm becoming stronger and cynical. I don't want to see myself one day, a bitter person. Please help me restrore the "old me". God help my soul. Nevertheless, I'm still holding on my strings. Sanity still draws me back into tune. As always stressed by chei-pie, "Its all in the mind ". I keep on believing...
