Wednesday, February 15, 2006

no thanks!

people are just born insensitive and indifferent,
or do they just chose to be?

i dont feel to belong
they don't like me..

i believe i've done nothing wrong
but seems not liken by others.

you keep me stood strong, then
now, you're shattering me to pieces

i'm pushing my self over my limit
yet, i'm a boring company

it's my journey now.
company, no thanks!

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

pink rose

i gave her a pink rose

initial reaction: mad
yet eager to know who.

positive sign?
or the other way around..

let's see...

Saturday, February 11, 2006

and goya saves my day

i used not to love chocolates
never an instance
(as far i can remember)
i craved for one...

for one crap of life
where serotonin
and norepinephrine
sinks below.

i'm into depression...

can't think
can't concentrate
can't function

thank's for goya, for saving a day
and it's better than TCA.

Friday, February 10, 2006

better together

there’s no combination of words i could put on the back of a postcard
no song that i could sing
but i can try for your heart
our dreams
they are made out of real things
like a shoe box of photographs
and sepia tone loving
love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
like why we’re here
and where do we go
and how come we're so hard
it's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
i'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together
- In Between Dreams -
jack johnson

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

from cameron to house:

the instinct to love towards an object
demands a mastery to obtain it
and if a person feels
that they cannot control the object
or feel threatened by it,
they act negatively towards it..