no thanks!

people are just born insensitive and indifferent,
or do they just chose to be?

i dont feel to belong
they don't like me..

i believe i've done nothing wrong
but seems not liken by others.

you keep me stood strong, then
now, you're shattering me to pieces

i'm pushing my self over my limit
yet, i'm a boring company

it's my journey now.
company, no thanks!

pink rose

i gave her a pink rose
anonymously

initial reaction: mad
yet eager to know who.

positive sign?
or the other way around..

let's see...

and goya saves my day

i used not to love chocolates
never an instance

(as far i can remember)
i craved for one...

for one crap of life
where serotonin

and norepinephrine
sinks below.

i'm into depression...

can't think
can't concentrate
can't function

thank's for goya, for saving a day
and it's better than TCA.

better together

there’s no combination of words i could put on the back of a postcard
no song that i could sing

but i can try for your heart

our dreams

they are made out of real things

like a shoe box of photographs

and sepia tone loving

love is the answer

at least for most of the questions in my heart

like why we’re here

and where do we go

and how come we're so hard

it's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving

i'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

.

"BETTER TOGETHER"

- In Between Dreams -

jack johnson

from cameron to house:

the instinct to love towards an object

demands a mastery to obtain it

and if a person feels

that they cannot control the object

or feel threatened by it,

they act negatively towards it..