getting older

It's a start of a new year and none has laid unto my paths...

What would I become?

Where should i be?

I'm 27 and still searching...

Searching for what i want or whom to be with me. Rather, will there be someone to be with me?? I don't know...

Counting the days of my life is exhausting. I shouldn't be like this. But I always taught to plan ahead.

One thing I'm sure, I'll be a doctor someday. Few more days and I'll be graduating. What's next? Another round of sleepless nights, tremors in front of residents and consultants, liturgy of "sorry doctor, i don't know the answer.." blah... blah...

God will provide.